Liz Phair - Count on my love (No reservations soundtrack)

i went to met my frens yesterday..
it supposed to be a great day for me...it was great to met them and hang out...
but bila ade yg still panggil aku 'anna azly', all the memories popped out of my head...

name tu cm da melekat ngan aku....
same jgk dgn hati aku..
knape ssh sgt ye nk lupe...
ssh sgt nk try accept the fact that we were no longer together...
aku cube kurangkan contact die...dan bejaye...
but ntah la...bile aku x dgr brite dr die aku jd ssh hati...
half of me is still wif him....bring me back my another half...
i still need him...i cant live without him...

ya Allah...makin lame aku sedar walau cmne pn aku cube,die still inside my mind....
cmne pn aku try to get out of these things, he keep limiting me...
like he always did when we were together....
aku x bole syg org lain...
aku x mampu nk kasi hati aku kt org lain....

aku rindu sgt kt die...rindu sgt...
ya Allah....kalau dia untukku,ko bukakanlah hati nya untukku....
kau datangkanlah memori ketika kami bersama kepadanya....
aku mohon padamu....aku x mampu lakukan tanpa bantuanMu,ya Allah...