Tik tok tik tok...

The date is almost here...ohmaigosh....hehe

I love u...

Hehe..not to my mr fiancee...tu mmg la kn.,.tayah nk ckp pn tau..kalo x takan la da smpi nk awen nie...hehe...

This is for my dearest bff asiah azhar....9 years of frenship n still counting....
Layak di panggil sahabat...suka duka proses dewasa,she always here for me wlpn jz on the phone...

Yunk...i love u n will always love u...<3 <3 <3

Kad Kahwin Ku

Saje nk share design yg aku pilih as kad kawen...
Mmg saje pilih yg simple2 cz im a simple person..
X gemar yg serabut2 nie...

Kad da siap....

Wohooo..finally kad kawen ku da siap jugak....skrg bermulalah misi meminta alamat dan proses pengiriman kad...hoho...

Tunggu ye kawan2....hanya mereka yg bertuah akan menerima kad dr sy...ahaks...
Kemain je...cm artis gtu...huhu....

Happy birthday my dear Incix Tunangan....

Ok....hari nie bufday encik tunangan.... Secara x langsung dh kne start counting days dah...hahaha...
Tinggal 3bln je lg towards our big day.....oh mai....time running too fast....
Tetibe je rs cuak....hahaha....

Pape pn happy birthday my dear fiancee.....nxt year celebrate as a husband plak ye....
Moga kamu mampu jd husband yg baik....hoho....

Ok nk keje da nk start...daaaaa

Busy Bee

Lame rase nye x update blog nie....
Bz sgt rase nye skrg...bz ngan mcm2 bende..
Hal kawen nye...bisnes nye...raye nye...org kawen nye...
smpi rase nye da lame xde mase utk btol2 utk diri sendri...yg pasti da lame x shopping la kot...haha...

Ok bkn nk promo...tp nk share sket...
Last March...after tunang...secara x sengaje nye dah menterjebakkn diri dgn bisnes...
waaaa....sebna nye xde plak sangke dis early...
cz plan nyer ble umur 30 nnt baru nk start.....yg paling x sangke nye terjebak dgn dunia kecantikan plak tu...
padahal aku nie bkn cntk pn....tp...ape de hal...org bukak peluang...kite grab je la kn....xde rugi pn....

Ok...secara x sengaje nye dah terlibat ngan produk Alaska nie...
Bkn nk ckp ape la kn...tp mmg best sgt pkai produk nie...
Disebabkn produk nie dr bahan semulajadi, mmg xde immediate effect mcm beli produk kt pasaraya tu..
Stakat produk kt pasaraya tu mcm2 dh try...dr yg murah smpi yg mahal...
kesan mmg cepat....tp balik ke condition asal pn cepat...rase bazir je...

Alaska nie aku dah pakai dr bln 3...n yg paling best ade je yg bile jumpe tros nk rase kulit muke...
walaupun belom recover abes,tp bile rase ngn jari kulit da makin lembut n x kasar lg...
N lagi best....skrg dah boleh nk mekap2 tanpa risau ade jerawat yg naik....

Bravo Alaska....Anda telah berjaya menawan hati saya....cewahhhh!!hohoho...

Hi!!

Hieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Its been a while tinggalkn blog nie..
Bz banget deh...
macam2 xtvt...family n frens...

owh ye...rase nye still blom terlambat nk wish..
Selamat menyambut Ramadhan everyone...
tahun nie tahun terakhir puase single...
nxt year da berdua...
cmne la agak nye nk kne bgn pagi2 sediakan mknn....
da la skrg x kisah pn nk sahur pn....mnum susu je pn da bole...
bole ke encik suami nnt x mkn pagi?? cnfm pengsan....hohoho...

owh...da puase ni kne la start counting days...
5 bulan je lagi nk majlis...
dalam sedar x sedar dah 5 bulan rupe nye aku tunang...

few more things to settle up...
wedding planner da pilih....
aku gune perkhidmatan Jue Eden....sbb tgk wedding membe cm cntk je kn pelamin die....huhuhu...
bole tgk fb die kt link kt bwh..

kad plak wat kt kad lawo... 
photoghrapher pn da jumpe....tp alamak x jumpe plak link nyer...nnt da jumpe baru hapdet ye...huhuhu...

ok nk sambung tgk bola malaysia vs arsenal.....
go malaysia go!!
ok bai!!

Tengah mlm yg x bole tdo....

ohaiyoooooo....da kol 1.52am...
awat ler mate nie tabley lelap2 gak nie...
puas tdo siang agak nye....
almaklum ler.....cik abg xde kt cni....membute je la keje...haha...

ok....its been a while x hapdet blog nie....
a while ke?? sebln lebey jugak ler....haha..
nk wat lagu mane...bz wif work...bz wif life...
owh...mungkin juge krn amat lah susah nk on9 dirumah...
maka...mmg besawang ler gamak nye blog aku nie...haha..

tgh2 mlm cmni lyn lagu cinta bersatu nie teringat plak kt en.tunangan....
baru je sehari x jumpe....tp rs rindu plak....
haiyoooo...rs lame x g dating...haha..
nk jimat nye pasal...tabley dating slalu kn...
xpe la...nnt da kawen bole dating slalu kn...huhuhu...

lyn dlu lagu nie...sambil rindu2an...=P

My E-day 25 Feb 2012

me with my beloved Mr. Fiancee...Mohd Azahar Mohd Yunus...

the hantaran for him

the engagement's pelamin

t

upssss...termasuk plak...flower from my mr. fiancee....it was like for my birthday actually...hiks...

future mother in law

future aunty

wif my beloved mama n future mama =)

wif my beloved best fren n my best officemate =)

Khas buat bakal tunangku....

Awak....in few hours time,we will get engaged...
Mesti awk tgh berdebar2 kn....sy pn same jugak sebna nye...hiks....

Awk...at the first time i know u, i never taught that we will get together smpi ke tahap ini...
sy mmg x pernah jangka akn jumpa jodoh 1 ofis...
tp....sy percaya dgn ketentuan Allah...
sy bersyukur doa sy untuk mudah bertemu jodoh dimakbulkn...
x sangka dgn beberapa kali pertemuan,kte dah decide utk ke next stage...which is going to be today...

Awak....ikatan pertunangan nie bkn lesen penuh utk kita lg...
tp utk kita menyiapkn diri utk menempuh alam baru  yg bakal kita tempuh tidak lama lagi...
jom la kite same2 berusaha uk memperbaiki diri masing2 kay...

Awk....trime kasih sbb sudi pilih sy sbg bakal isteri awk sedangkn sy bknlah insan sempurna...
Sy harap awk dapat membimbing sy utk jd insan yg lebih baik...InsyaAllah =)

The date is almost there...

Bismillahhirrahmannirrahim....

Syukur dgn ape yg telah,sedang dan akan berlaku....
Benarlah kata org, niat yg baik pasti Allah akan permudahkn jalan... =)
2 more days towards my engagement day..
alhamdulillah sume bende almost ready...
siap seperti yg dirancang...
rezki jugak makin bertambah...tu yg best tu...hiks...
actually nk ckp psal preparation je nie...
akhirnye decoration dulang da siap tanpa perlu upah org...
setiap hari sgt excited nk blek umah sbb nk deco sendri...
akhirnye puas ati ngan hasil sendri wlpn xde gne brg mhl2..huhuhu
except sirih junjung la...tu mmg cnfrm tatau cmne nk wat...hiks...
skrg nie tgh menunggu hari je....
wahhh...bunyik cm org nk beranak je....hohohoh...
balik da bole tdo lena sbb xde nk risau2 deco x siap...hohho...
rumah pn da hampir siap kemas...
owh...invitation je x kasi lg...
sok la baru kasi...huhuhu...
tu je la kot...nnt pas tunang baru la update lg....dgn gamba2 tunangan...hiks...
dats all for now....see yaa....

Pre-Merisik...official merisik...

ade plak istilah pre-merisik kn....
disebabkan xde official merisik gara2 nk sekalikn dengan majlis tunang maka terjadilah pre-merisik nie...risik bertanye2 je la...blom sarung2 cincin lg...
nk sarung cincin kne tunggu official merisik nnt....hiks...
smlm family my future sister-in-law dtg jd wakil utk sesi pre-merisik nie..
byk la yg dah dibincangkn...antaranya penetapan tarikh kawen...
wahhhh...cm x caye je aku dah nk bernikah nie....rase cm baru je abes blajo....hiks....
tp kne la caye gak...da nk masuk 27 da aku rupe nye....hohohohoho...
owh....dah terlari tajuk plak...hiks...
kalo nk tau ble date nye kne la tunggu pengisytiharan rasmi ye...
gaya artis abes....siap kne tunggu announcement =P
nk wat cmne....gaye kne lebey...hohohoho..
pape pn moga Allah permudahkn urusan kami...
makin byk la dugaan nye pasni...moga2 kami cukup kuat nk menghadapinya nnt...aminnn...=)

e-day check list....

few more days to go....cuak banget neh...
byk mende x setel lg nie...hope sempat la siapkn b4 25th nie...huhuhu

hantaran - 70% dah ade...tinggal nk deco je...
catering n canopy - confirmed n booked...
pelamin n mekap - booked....tinggal nk cnfrmkn n bayo je...
baju - huhu...beading lom siap lg neh....sempat ke nk siapkn....huhuhu...
door gift - mmg xde la.....huhu...


hope sume dpt siapkn on time...
Ya Allah...permudahknlah urusanku...

Berkecil Hati...

Omg...its gonna be another 24 days towards my e-day...
supposed i should be happy for that...
tp ntah lah....skrg nie sng sgt tersentuh hati...
sng sgt ade rs nk nanges....knape pn aku tatau...
Ya Allah...kuatkn lah hatiku....

Terukir di bintang =)

Jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu

tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu

jika engkau minta satu dunia akan aku coba

ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia

hati ini bukan milik ku lagi

seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti

kan...kamu...

sayangku

jangan kau persoalkan siapa dihatiku

terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

-1st time lagu ni,whats came out of my mind jz my MAMY..

lagu simple but  meaningful   

Chinese New Year Holiday...

Happy Chinese New Year for people who celebrated, n happy holidays for people who was not...
4 hari bercuti mcm x cukup je....
nk cuti lg lame bole x bos??huhuhu...
its been a memorable holidays for me n my family...
my best cousin was engaged on 22 jan 2012,
then having 'makan besar' wif the family on abah's side...
actually its been a while x meet up ngan my cousins on my abah's side...
dah alang2 g melake tu tros shoot g muar...
best jugak...hiks...

owh....n the balance of the holidays...
ape lg....spring cleaning....
skrg baru rs da cuak2 sket....my E-day is nearing....
wohooo...apo pn x siap lg nie...huhuhu

semoga sume berjln lancar...

Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you....

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed that I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Dgr lagu nie rs cm worth waiting for more than a year for me to find my soulmate...
Biar la ade yg cuba nk pisahkn kami, tp hati aku ttp utk dia...
Abg....I will love u like the first time im in love =)

Acting Like A fool.....

Smlm...16 January 2012..
Akhirnye Si Gile found out im already happy with sum1..
owh....susah gak at first...
but Alhamdulillah everything goes well...
Alhamdulillah mak x cpt pecaye ape yg die ckp...
Alhamdulillah i got frens yg x stop supporting me...
Alhamdulillah my MAMY is always here by myside....

wlpn die still tabley nk trime kenyataan...tp aku da wat decision aku...
dr dlu lg aku da ckp soh stop controlling me n stop maki2 aku...tp degil jugak...
so i make my own way lah...but si gile dgn selfish die jugak...

smlm....berani nye la plak si gile bangang tu jumpe my mum...
bajet mak aku cair ati ngan kate2 die...
mak aku siap kate aku da bertunang...lg meroyan la mangkok tu...
pastu baru nk ckp baik2 ngan aku....drama sgt....rs nk sepak je laju2....what a jerk....
ckp nk berubah bagai pas kawen...mmg xde la kalo da cmtu...
kalo skrg da prangai buruk...ssh nk ubah la even da kawen pn...

merayu2 soh aku trime die...its end of u n me...
nothing to discuss about dah...
trime je qada' n qadar Allah...
aku bkn utk kau...n aku mmg tanak kau...
berhenti lah....siap ckp nk repot polis n da gtau mak die jugak...
tp still x paham bahase...
means aku mmg kne repot polis lah cmtu....

moga Allah bukak ati die utk trime kenyataan neh....

seharian tanpa encik kekasih hati....

ari nie my encik syg g site visit...
rs lain plak die xde kt ofis...
rindu nye yg amat....nape lah rs cmni...
lame xde rs cmni...huhuhu....
cemane nk tuka keje kalo rindu nye cmni....
agak nye nnt ari2 kne g jumpe kot....huhuhu...

MAMY....miss u so much....

Meaningful & Memorable year..

2012 seems to be a meaningful years for most of the important people in mylife ...
2 of my cousins wedding receptions...
a cousin of mine is getting enggaged...
marriage both of my best friends...
Congratz peeps....love u all the most...muah2....

" sy dah bertunang lah......"

okey.....this is how i start to noticed this guy at the office...

his words whenever on of the staff, kak Balqis want to introduced me to him...

" sy dah bertunang lah kak Balqis!!"

dalam hati da menyumpah2 dah....

jadah nye mamat nie nk kecoh nk gtau die da tunang...

bajet aku keje ctu nk ngorat laki kt ofis tu....

jadah nye...huhuhu...

from that moment mmg da igt tros name nye...

smpi lah dis 1 time...beriye la sgt budak2 nie soh kasi kek left over yg aku bwk kt dis guy...

aku cm rs berat ati je nk kasi sebna nye...

sbb awal2 die da gtau die da tunang...

kang kate kaco tunang org plak...

but budak2 nie beriye la deny mmg dis guy xde sesape pn...

mungkin sesaje kot ckp cmtu...

ok la cmtu...dgn x kisah nye aku pn kasi je la...

but muke die time tu sombong gler...

rs nk pukul je laju2...huhuhu...

then tros balik je pas kasi kek tu...

time nie x start lg cite cinte nye....huhu..

pastu ade la 1 ari nie...his officemate gtau die x sedap prot kot...

pastu kebetulan aku de blie xtra roti...

so aku soh la passkn kt die....fine la....sbb aku pn x suke kalo dgr org sakit nie...huhuh..

then time ari lain plak....aku sesaje je nk sakat dis guy sbb my officemate kate die sgt suke sakat org...

so aku nk try la plak sakat dis guy...

nk tgk cemane plak respon die kn....hahaha...gler jahat kot rs time tu...huhuhu

hah...time nie bru start act....

whenever i received a slice of cake from him...

homaigoshhhh....

rs cm nk pengsan pn de gak..btol ke utk aku??? ke slh org nie??.....hahaha

x sangke wehhh...padahal aku mmg xde niat pape pn kasi2 foods kt die time tu mlainkn saje nk sakat je...hahahha...

hamek kau skali....dushhhhh....kn da kene blek....hahaha

then on 29th nov 2011 was the first time i received a msg from him....

owh....sgt terkejut okey time tu...

pelik sbb since when plak aku kasi no kt die....huhu

korek nyer korek....pkai kroni rupenye die...huhuhu...hampeh...

tp x kisah lah....sbb pk mmg slalu liased ngan die pn psal keje kn...

time tu pk keje je la..xde la pk mende len pn....

mls nk pk lebey2 plak kn...kang kate perasan plak....huhuhuhu

until he asked me for a date on 5th dec 2011....that is when it started ....hahaha

Towards the E-day....

Homaigosssshhhhh....
Im so nervous hoccay...
dunno where to start...
date pn x cnfrm lg...
cemane nie MAMY....huhu
Help me!! Help me!! huhu

meet the parents....

Bismillah hirrahman nirrahim...

30th December 2011 was the day he met my parents...

owh...nie gamba reservation although spelling salah, tp bedal je lah...huhu...

9 pax yer....8 are from my family...1 tu is my MAMY mucuk2...huhu...

on 31st December 2011, is the day i went to meet my future in laws...

cuak jugak....mcm2 rase x best ade...

ssh nk ckp tp mmg rs x best at first...

rs cm x yakin je...

rs cm bkn calon yg terbaik for my MAMY je...huhuhu

tp ble ckp cmtu cnfrm2 kne mrh ngan my MAMY....

ampun ye MAMY.....ssh sket nk ilang rs cmtu...huhu

1st january 2012...bejln2 sekitar 

n tadaaaaaa.....
tetibe tershopping cincin tunang plak...
hajat ati nk bejln je...lain plak jd nye...hohohoho....
ssh ooo nk pilih....rambang mate sgt2....siap kne mintak pendapat 2 org lg...huhu
petang tu jugak call mak gtau mende nie...
mak punye xcited tros tny date ble nk dtg meminang...hohoho...
neves neh....
and the nite we ols kuar g jenjln naik bot kt cni...
yeay!!!! dpt gak naik bot...tp menara taming sari x naik lg nie...
cmni kne dtg lg la cmni =p