Terukir di bintang =)

Jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu

tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu

jika engkau minta satu dunia akan aku coba

ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia

hati ini bukan milik ku lagi

seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti

kan...kamu...

sayangku

jangan kau persoalkan siapa dihatiku

terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

-1st time lagu ni,whats came out of my mind jz my MAMY..

lagu simple but  meaningful   

Chinese New Year Holiday...

Happy Chinese New Year for people who celebrated, n happy holidays for people who was not...
4 hari bercuti mcm x cukup je....
nk cuti lg lame bole x bos??huhuhu...
its been a memorable holidays for me n my family...
my best cousin was engaged on 22 jan 2012,
then having 'makan besar' wif the family on abah's side...
actually its been a while x meet up ngan my cousins on my abah's side...
dah alang2 g melake tu tros shoot g muar...
best jugak...hiks...

owh....n the balance of the holidays...
ape lg....spring cleaning....
skrg baru rs da cuak2 sket....my E-day is nearing....
wohooo...apo pn x siap lg nie...huhuhu

semoga sume berjln lancar...

Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you....

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed that I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Dgr lagu nie rs cm worth waiting for more than a year for me to find my soulmate...
Biar la ade yg cuba nk pisahkn kami, tp hati aku ttp utk dia...
Abg....I will love u like the first time im in love =)

Acting Like A fool.....

Smlm...16 January 2012..
Akhirnye Si Gile found out im already happy with sum1..
owh....susah gak at first...
but Alhamdulillah everything goes well...
Alhamdulillah mak x cpt pecaye ape yg die ckp...
Alhamdulillah i got frens yg x stop supporting me...
Alhamdulillah my MAMY is always here by myside....

wlpn die still tabley nk trime kenyataan...tp aku da wat decision aku...
dr dlu lg aku da ckp soh stop controlling me n stop maki2 aku...tp degil jugak...
so i make my own way lah...but si gile dgn selfish die jugak...

smlm....berani nye la plak si gile bangang tu jumpe my mum...
bajet mak aku cair ati ngan kate2 die...
mak aku siap kate aku da bertunang...lg meroyan la mangkok tu...
pastu baru nk ckp baik2 ngan aku....drama sgt....rs nk sepak je laju2....what a jerk....
ckp nk berubah bagai pas kawen...mmg xde la kalo da cmtu...
kalo skrg da prangai buruk...ssh nk ubah la even da kawen pn...

merayu2 soh aku trime die...its end of u n me...
nothing to discuss about dah...
trime je qada' n qadar Allah...
aku bkn utk kau...n aku mmg tanak kau...
berhenti lah....siap ckp nk repot polis n da gtau mak die jugak...
tp still x paham bahase...
means aku mmg kne repot polis lah cmtu....

moga Allah bukak ati die utk trime kenyataan neh....

seharian tanpa encik kekasih hati....

ari nie my encik syg g site visit...
rs lain plak die xde kt ofis...
rindu nye yg amat....nape lah rs cmni...
lame xde rs cmni...huhuhu....
cemane nk tuka keje kalo rindu nye cmni....
agak nye nnt ari2 kne g jumpe kot....huhuhu...

MAMY....miss u so much....

Meaningful & Memorable year..

2012 seems to be a meaningful years for most of the important people in mylife ...
2 of my cousins wedding receptions...
a cousin of mine is getting enggaged...
marriage both of my best friends...
Congratz peeps....love u all the most...muah2....

" sy dah bertunang lah......"

okey.....this is how i start to noticed this guy at the office...

his words whenever on of the staff, kak Balqis want to introduced me to him...

" sy dah bertunang lah kak Balqis!!"

dalam hati da menyumpah2 dah....

jadah nye mamat nie nk kecoh nk gtau die da tunang...

bajet aku keje ctu nk ngorat laki kt ofis tu....

jadah nye...huhuhu...

from that moment mmg da igt tros name nye...

smpi lah dis 1 time...beriye la sgt budak2 nie soh kasi kek left over yg aku bwk kt dis guy...

aku cm rs berat ati je nk kasi sebna nye...

sbb awal2 die da gtau die da tunang...

kang kate kaco tunang org plak...

but budak2 nie beriye la deny mmg dis guy xde sesape pn...

mungkin sesaje kot ckp cmtu...

ok la cmtu...dgn x kisah nye aku pn kasi je la...

but muke die time tu sombong gler...

rs nk pukul je laju2...huhuhu...

then tros balik je pas kasi kek tu...

time nie x start lg cite cinte nye....huhu..

pastu ade la 1 ari nie...his officemate gtau die x sedap prot kot...

pastu kebetulan aku de blie xtra roti...

so aku soh la passkn kt die....fine la....sbb aku pn x suke kalo dgr org sakit nie...huhuh..

then time ari lain plak....aku sesaje je nk sakat dis guy sbb my officemate kate die sgt suke sakat org...

so aku nk try la plak sakat dis guy...

nk tgk cemane plak respon die kn....hahaha...gler jahat kot rs time tu...huhuhu

hah...time nie bru start act....

whenever i received a slice of cake from him...

homaigoshhhh....

rs cm nk pengsan pn de gak..btol ke utk aku??? ke slh org nie??.....hahaha

x sangke wehhh...padahal aku mmg xde niat pape pn kasi2 foods kt die time tu mlainkn saje nk sakat je...hahahha...

hamek kau skali....dushhhhh....kn da kene blek....hahaha

then on 29th nov 2011 was the first time i received a msg from him....

owh....sgt terkejut okey time tu...

pelik sbb since when plak aku kasi no kt die....huhu

korek nyer korek....pkai kroni rupenye die...huhuhu...hampeh...

tp x kisah lah....sbb pk mmg slalu liased ngan die pn psal keje kn...

time tu pk keje je la..xde la pk mende len pn....

mls nk pk lebey2 plak kn...kang kate perasan plak....huhuhuhu

until he asked me for a date on 5th dec 2011....that is when it started ....hahaha

Towards the E-day....

Homaigosssshhhhh....
Im so nervous hoccay...
dunno where to start...
date pn x cnfrm lg...
cemane nie MAMY....huhu
Help me!! Help me!! huhu

meet the parents....

Bismillah hirrahman nirrahim...

30th December 2011 was the day he met my parents...

owh...nie gamba reservation although spelling salah, tp bedal je lah...huhu...

9 pax yer....8 are from my family...1 tu is my MAMY mucuk2...huhu...

on 31st December 2011, is the day i went to meet my future in laws...

cuak jugak....mcm2 rase x best ade...

ssh nk ckp tp mmg rs x best at first...

rs cm x yakin je...

rs cm bkn calon yg terbaik for my MAMY je...huhuhu

tp ble ckp cmtu cnfrm2 kne mrh ngan my MAMY....

ampun ye MAMY.....ssh sket nk ilang rs cmtu...huhu

1st january 2012...bejln2 sekitar 

n tadaaaaaa.....
tetibe tershopping cincin tunang plak...
hajat ati nk bejln je...lain plak jd nye...hohohoho....
ssh ooo nk pilih....rambang mate sgt2....siap kne mintak pendapat 2 org lg...huhu
petang tu jugak call mak gtau mende nie...
mak punye xcited tros tny date ble nk dtg meminang...hohoho...
neves neh....
and the nite we ols kuar g jenjln naik bot kt cni...
yeay!!!! dpt gak naik bot...tp menara taming sari x naik lg nie...
cmni kne dtg lg la cmni =p